I had a revelation this past weekend. Basically I realized I have been living in a bit of a bubble these past few years. I've often referred to it as a "time in the desert." Basically I have felt for a while that God took me to a place in my life where I was completely focused on Him. A place that I was not comfortable with. It was a place that was very unfamiliar.
For a while I thought it was all about location that created this desert. However, in the matter of 3 1/2 years, I moved back and forth from five locations. The "desert" I felt like I was in, never went away. I know now that it was a spiritual desert. I needed to be there for a reason, and I needed to be away from everything I had always known in order for God to get my full attention.
He definitely got it.
I've learned so much these past few years. I know I have talked about it a lot, but I'm still learning every day.
This weekend I just realized that when you're in the desert, there will be a time you will be taken out. I'm thinking/hoping that's my time right now. It isn't an instant thing, it's still a process that takes time.
One thing I didn't appreciate or even understand about being in the desert is that while I was in it, God was teaching me but also protecting me. That was why I referred to it as a bubble. There were certain temptations and things that I just never had to deal with. But when you aren't in the desert anymore, you aren't in that bubble either.
Those desert moments are so bittersweet.
So that's my revelation.